In some ways it is nice being back in the OR after being on maternity leave for 10 weeks. I've been back at work for about 5 weeks now and I was worried I would be rusty but so far everything is going fine. I like having the knife again! We still don't really have any kind of rountine established but do you ever have a routine as a resident?? Probably not. At least this year is MUCH better than the past two years of residency. Fortuately in my field and in my residency program the 3rd year is much more laid back. We get to pick and choose cases and hospital rounds are less than they were. Also, no weekend call!!! I can't even begin to tell people how much I value the weekends now after having to work them for two years. With both Joe and I in the same boat we maybe got one weekend off a month where we both were NOT on call. Still with the job searching and extra studying that I should be doing for boards in May on top of a new baby thrown into the mix I stll feel extremely busy! Stay tuned for some recent surgery pictures....
I think Melody is getting used to daycare for the most part. It sounds horrible but the way I make it through the day is I force myself NOT to think about the little things like: Is she crying? Are they paying enough attention to her? Is she uncomfortable? Is she tired? Is she lonely? Does she miss me? What is she doing right this second? Don't get me wrong, I think about both of my kids ALL day but I force myself not to stress about the activities of their day, instead I focus on how many hours I have until I can pick them up!! That is by far my favorite time of the day! To see Logan run for me screaming "Mommy!" w/ a big smile on his face and to see Melody's drooly grin when she realizes mommy is holding her again is priceless.... I hope and pray that I will be able to work part time next year! I think it is an attainable goal since I know Joe will get a great job since he already has some great offers. Having my kiddos in daycare has made me a stronger person since it has been the hardest thing ever to leave them in the hands of someone else. I like to be in control of their care in a BIG way and having to take them to daycare is very hard for me. But in a way I think it has chilled me out a lot and I have much more of a "whatever, everything will be okay" attitude than I used to have!

Melody enjoying a fall day

And Logan enjoying the leaves!
These are from last week and today it is snowing so we will have to get some snow pics!